doyouwantsome

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 15:43:28 GMT

i don't think i've ever done a thing right.

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 13:43:34 GMT

I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABT YR LIFE, YOU WHINY PIECE OF SHIT.

NO ONE WANTS TO.

three things i really want now.

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 14:40:35 GMT

1. to move out
2. 50mm 1:1:8 nikon lens
3. to soothe trevin's frayed nerves

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 14:29:29 GMT

when did i become so weak?

the day i forgot my dosage...

Thu, 25 Oct 2007 16:05:31 GMT

at times where coffee and prozac aren't enough.
i wonder if anything really matters.
might it work with alcohol and esctacy added to the concoction?

i want to hurl myself into superficial relationships with men
and hope it distracts me from what is really going on.

matters that seem so trivial bother me so much.
trivial compared to a capillary burst in the brain.
trivial compared to getting struck down at the prime of your life.
trivial compared to getting having a final exam tomorrow.
trivial compared to death of the greatest legend, mr vonnegut.

and i wonder, will there be anyone who will miss me when if i die?
besides parents because they are obliged to.
not because they're sad but because they are expected to.

the sad thing is, im even wondering.

surely, this wretched soul of mine wouldnt get the attention it craves for.

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 13:37:12 GMT

dont preach to me.

i will not listen.
i will not take advice.

Sun, 13 May 2007 11:07:32 GMT

if its just gonna be a one night stand....

DONT FUCKING ASK FOR MY NUMBER AND SAY LETS MEET AGAIN DAMMIT!
gah!

Fri, 20 Apr 2007 15:52:44 GMT

THEY KILLED KENNY

Sat, 14 Apr 2007 18:07:54 GMT

i do so love blackadder

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 17:55:22 GMT

i feel like pasta

i feel like carbs

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 16:12:51 GMT

i think im in love

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 07:46:29 GMT

two days of schmoozing and flirting
followed by one day of rest
and one day of shopping and partying

that all came after one month of work and no play.

c'est la vie

rants

Sat, 10 Mar 2007 16:23:44 GMT

i sometimes feel so sad that im dedicating so much time to work.

granted, it IS my holidays but i could be having so much fun.
i cant help but feel work is eating up so much of my social life
it's not like i dont have a choice.

i mean, im only an intern-freelancer
but i committ so much to my job
to live up to expectations
both mine and others.
it makes me happy.

sometimes.

oh another note,
ive met some people through my colleague

me: "well, yea. italian men are okay looking but the good-looking ones are omfg-i-wanna-rape you-good-looking."
ani: "they have small dicks."
me: "really?"
ani: "yah, i watch porn."
me: "hahahahaha."
ani: "seriously."

i love love love mucking arnd with my bosses/colleagues.
they're most witty and humorous
all in a non-prudish way
office politics exist
but disappears some moments.
which is good.

and i found out that raslyn married a gay
which is what i wanna do
but she divorced two years into marriage
cause he was too whiny

some insight into marriage life?

TROG DOG (: oboe shoes. strong bad.

ive been wanting to watch paris j'taime since its debut in vancouver
but we couldnt cause robson was a little too far to walk in the cold
but i would have loved to.
its in singapore now so yay.
but fuck i feel dated.
this is not fair.

new computer on monday!

Thu, 01 Mar 2007 11:47:27 GMT

i had problems getting his face out of my mind.

today, i cant seem to get him back in.

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 12:24:04 GMT

whoever fucking took my laptop,
i hope you get consumed by genital warts and will never have another orgasm again in your life.

my portfolio... gone.
all the ads, prezzos, photography stuff, edited/non-edited footages, videos, voice recordings, some 2500 songs, assignments, basically my life for the past 1.5 yrs.. gone.

im so exasperated, i dont even wanna care.

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 11:01:20 GMT

he got engaged after i broke up with him

how's that to perk me up.
lol
that poor girl.

ooh yes, and ive got my paycheck (:
advertising is loveee

did it?

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 05:06:27 GMT

they said it went well.

did it?

i was too stoned to keep awake during the prezzo,
my colleagues had to constantly jab me.

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 05:53:04 GMT

i hate anyone who went for zoukout last night.

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 07:59:36 GMT

today, i completed a half marathon.

Tue, 28 Nov 2006 16:52:54 GMT

vancouver & seattle = LOVE

feel like packing my bags and going on another trip
my baggage, however, is parked under a heap of books
textbooks, nonetheless.

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 13:28:11 GMT

smelly ham in the fridge.

and just when i thought things couldnt get any worse.
i was right.

victor & rolf for h&m
amazingness
glbt nightlife
fabyyness

it has still been an awful day though.
im not denying

hello stranger

Sun, 22 Oct 2006 03:01:22 GMT

the train was packed
almost cram

i jumped in
hoping the doors would be short on clamping down on my ass

you stood in the middle
staring with your megawatt smile
theres space here if you can squeeze through
i foolishly replied but stood my grounds
you stared at me
your friends followed suit
i made shy glances
(I FELT AWKWARD)

one stop later
you bid goodbye and left

goodbye blonde stranger

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 00:06:51 GMT

OMG.

halle berry will be filming downstairs later.
HALLE BERRY

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 16:45:39 GMT

IT'S TIME I STOP FALLING FOR JERKS

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 16:18:24 GMT

i admit it wasn't a pleasent experience.

i also admit i was too caught up with the grim side of the job
to notice the stuff i learnt
the few people ive met
who actually made a difference to the otherwise extremely sloowww days

granted there are a majority who are shitheads too caught up in their own little world
to realise there a whole universe out there with stuff they have yet to explore and perhaps never will

but there are also those who acknowledge that the working environment sucks
and whom i dish the dirt with during lunch
or when we're feeling fucked up
it is them, whom i will hold close